mon-wed

mon-

today pass up ESSAY! i did it badly i know~ sorry towards susanne but this is my standard for now, it is me now! i hav to work harder to proceed to the next level! cant stay here anymore~ my mum once praise me for writing good in my story~ but not essays~ i just couldnt find the correct words to work on papers XDD cham la~ relli hav to read liao T.T sorry fantasy land n step out to ... facts writing world??? OMG! i need to write good n speak good~ im extrovert--nice term~ but sadly am not using good term enough to express myself~ i need to work on more terminology thingy~ i shall strive hingher XDDDD well, atleast to the level where ppl understand n appreciate~ esspecially the lecturer~ then..we proceed to explain our execution of presentation~ oya~ today only i found out the 2nd meaning of execution~ yup sadly my eng is this terrible~ my eng is bad~ my other language oso bad la~ however im sure im good at somthing? work hard VERN~~ becoming more lazy~ neeed ...to... find...the...ohm...back!

morning, i found out tat i dun hav a single cent! coz i used up the RM50 left in PJ n brought to KL~ S*** er...i borrow RM50 from popo....n then she was like... y u need so much? actually i wanted to say it is fot printing....but she ask until like tat... n me printing outside memang is horrible la! keeep printing... tats y i dun dare to say n just say its for a week... n u know wat? i regreted... coz i printed out tat HAD n calli all is RM37!!!!!!! omg! T.T how~ n lunch... but i think this is a gooood lesson for me to appreciate the money~ so tat i work hard next time~

tues...

er...er...er...er...er.....omg! y think sooo long oso dun rmb wat i did the day b4 yesterday??? PS: im writing this post on thurs~ XDDD 18 of march! moral... as i said... no cash... so... eat at home... suppose to hav meeting but popo dunwan jamie they all fetch me so... i respect her choice... the only thing i would sacrifice for...would be time like this la.. to satisfy the elders..een though theres a chance... XDD i feeeeeel soooo nervous n regret.... i eat by swallowing n din fin my food~ my heart feeeel sooooooo uncmfortable~ coz i dun like being late T.T i understand how ppl would feel if i say im coming , no nid u to fetch me n im late~ OMG!!!!!!!!! but thank go in the end they were just arrived at pyramid... wow~ i consider lucky... i might accept other ppl to be late, but i cant accept myself to be late T.T just cant~ i cant relax... i feel guilty n sorry~ then my grandpa n ma fighting, verbally lA i had to stop the fight by saying all is my fault n both shut up~ even though i dun think its my fault XDD it all started with tat 2 phone calls... 1-from jamie...touchy moment~ 2- popo awkward moment...forceful XDDD no nid to say much~

wed

wooo~ tat yam n carrot cake in vegetarian shop is NICE! XDDD i likey la tat moment...then... WALAU! exercise...stretchin HURTS! atleast i can do it la... thnk god~ but......PRICE is paying off the next day! XDDD wow! XDDD