early in the morning oredi kena scold to nvr come back if im like this~ -.- i think i leave ome for too long, its been like this since im born~ once i fin i clean n pack, but b4 it dry leave it there la~ memang bad mood right~ apa yg dicakap pun tak tau ada DURI! well... im blur n just think... WATEVER~ lol~ then i start doin my work~ make another mask... hm... i hope stephen likes it lol! er...haven paint.. then gongong they all come~ coz kaomou wanna help my mum to install the comp stuff~ reformat n all ... i do work... er.. until night time baru did 2 poster XD wat was i doing! lol! oh well~ then fight with my mum~ seriously when did i become so weak~ SWT! cry in front of gonggong oso WT... apa la! i dun care n just verbally fight back! i still dun hav it in me to scold bad words coz i und if i do tat, theres no turning bac! EVEN WHEN IM HYPER ANGRY I THINK BOUT OTHERS FIRST! WTH!!!!!! UR ANGRY! HOW CAN U THINK BOUT OTHERS FEELING! ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PHEW~ couldnt shout tats y the heart ache~ shout here la~she oweys think im wrong! ERG!!!!!! i couldnt tahan her attitude ! comon! atleast appreciate u hav a good daughter! since u oredi giv birth to me! i din take in drugs, go out at midnight or anything oso! WAT LA!!!!!! im nvr good in those EYES! A's wont save anyones butt! SO DUN PUSH IT! or it become too late! kept looking at those knife~ haiz~ wats in my mind? E-M-O pain seems to be best cure~ coz u try to compare the pain internally~ oh well~ i dun hav da stupid GutS thingy XDDD haiz~ dun even wanna talk so much on this topic it SUCKS!
***today's special: i remember clearly tat i start to function my brain properly [think rationally] at the age of 8 and a half! im serious! no kidding, tats the time i slowly to c the world...reality n fit myself in~ ofcoz with the help of very tough training~ u think u know the reality more than me? think again XDDD lol like advertisement SWTNESS! oh well~ im just sayin tat hen im 8, i kai nao liao~ XDDDD***
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