today we got perspective~ but b4 tat i ad breakfast...u know wat i ate? BKT....lol popo wanna eat so.... we all eat lo! heheh then i tot today we go for critique section tapi go 4 live sketch in class... mannequin studio~ er... i did 5 compo~ lee theng say its good~ well i think good effort XD not good compo coz... haiz~ Rox was right~ its like ghost~ n together wif her one tat is no face non living being, we both can work for Halloween company~ XDDDD anyway~ ya memang ada fight today XDD just like the fb~ but when it happen i dun feel like fightin liao~ so not lady like n rough n ...i know i was nvr soft n ladylike~ LOL! but it was not at my advantage to do so~ well~ moving on ... lunch at mamak~ seriously i need to change my eating habit n stuff i choose -.-! must ~ darn expensive! XDDD cham cham~ then we discuss bout our design 3, haiz~ i seriously need to pick up fast n race!!!! i slowly become duno wat they wan le~ i must focus!!!! get into it... my suggestion sucks~ need to improve ideas! in the end~ trying to express myself in a definite way is best! GAMBATEH!!! within this 3 yrs~ i hope i can improve my verbal skills n writing skills n more~ need to get motivated! improve! more!!!!!! if not i won get any result when im starting work! desperately need to prove myself tat time!!!! IM NOT A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahahahah im sure theres at least a human out there believe i can T.T or i hope XDD kekek moving on~ I DUN UND WAT KIND OF ELECTION NEEEEEEEED 3 HRS TO COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WALaU YE!!!! oh well~ at least i hav jamie~ but seriously i din pick her to becom the head together with those who i think they r darn good is becoz i... dun wanna giv them any stress liao~ u.u anyway~ yi ning is our president~ impression~ mine ... r not important, just wondering is she relllli tat terror as how liwen say? n stephen say? givin tips to us to vote her~the seniors face... something within nothing~ me? something within nothing~ the aura~ i got a tot~ btw wonder y shes not here? my 6th sense is kiling me~ just now~ shiver~ hm... oh well~ hope for her best! i hope shes 20 in both~ its not up to us, reirei is up to us, we believe she can tats y shes there[i think believe n faith is most important coz wat happen in me last time is noone believe or hav faith in me~n neither do i~ lol! but... things change~ wat kind of person am i? who can see through me n tell me?]~ hope for the best for her!!!! gambateh!! TC!!! kinda worry for her though~ but am not worry for anna~ she can~ no matter wat oso she can~ n i think she sleeps early too~ i need tat~ to sleep early but this weekend i think its a no no XDD just now dinner, my grandma ask me not to talk bac to my mum if she scold me, just let her scold, WALAU! my life, is born to get insult n critisize only???anything else??? ER!!!! noway! i tahan atas n tahan bawah summore!!! who can replace my place when im facin two side conflict n all my dad do is.....wait until peaceful n tell me..{u know la...ur mum is like tat, bear with her~ ur bro is like tat, dun kacau him la~} i dun und y im da one to do so? too soft?? WAN SOME ROUGH???? XDDDDD lol sometimes u feel like the pain of bleeding is so much better than inner ones tat dun see blood ....haiz... im a fam 1st ppl, but i dun hav a fam tat back me up~ but when ppl dun relli care 4 their fam, they hav the back up they need~ i dun wanna ren wor, any suggestion? beside li jia chu zhou? or die? i took a knife last sun... i wanna see blood but i dun hav da guts XDDD so lame right? haiz~ no subconcius~ im becoming mad~ but all da best ppl do~ XDDDDDDDDD lol! IMMA was once introvert but now...imma EXTROVERT!!!!!!!!!!!^^
***today's special: looking down on me works perfectly! theres a girl once say~ u r not beautiful, u dun hav the figure of a devil, ur not popular, ppl oredi look down on u, if u dun get good greds...ppl wont even look at u~ they will look down on u~ something tat mean i hav nothing to fight with others , wasai! ta time im soooooooo HURT! then i study hard n slowl from 3rd class n slowly going to 2nd then 1st~ this show lookin down on me WORKS! XDD tq! ***
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