morning i skip breakfast coz i tot i was goin sg wang early so i tot i can hav branch~ LOL~ i oredi told dad tat i wanna go at 11am~ LOL who knew tat 12 oso they haven come bac n gotta fetch bro from school haiz...n my mum says DAI SEI~ LOL!! i shouted in the car XDDDD i say its not my fault n dun say DAISEI coz the one tat is suppose to b DAISEI is not me!!!!
so we reach TS first~ with my mum n ate at kopitiam~ then start to shop~ at first it was ok~ we go nsee her shoe, she choose n ask my opinion n i say ok ... all oso ok~ -.- n she din buy in the end~ SWT~ time all wasted then nvrmd lo... we enter i-sock n aiks~ all free size~ i buy b4ma i sure know whether i can wear or not la!!! she keep askin the sales girl if i can wear!!! OMG!!! im 19!!!! where to hide my face????? T.T no!!!!!!!!!! i act normal n smile n joke lo~ then we come out n i told her to stop askin the sales girl like tat~~ n then we go shirt shop~ she saw something sweet n want me to try[i usually wear blck,grey,brown] then the sales girl says no tryin is F size... she was holdin the shirt n the sales girl say sure she can wear... n then i say buy la~ n she push me out -.- n say i cant wear~ WTH! she say the girl says ONLY she can wear~ LOL!!! tats not wat i heard!!! -.- terrible!!! im fat i admit~ COMON!!! but tat was like XL!!!! how can u treat me like tat???? T.T terrible!!! th sales girl say definite she can wear doesnt mean i cant!!! T.T
then later , we go another again, the one she dun like she walks away! i call her oso she dun care but the shop she likes i hav to wait for her!!!! WALAU!!! all my time is wasted la! for nothing! nvrmd, we enter another shop, wateevr i chose she dun like n ask me to put bac, comon try saja~ ALSO CANNOT! put it bac~ LOL!!!!!!! -..- she chose n stuck it in my hand~ WALAU~ wat style yo!!!! -.- ppl look at us n laugh ~ a 19 yrs old girl needs a mum to approve to buy a clothe T.T sob sobs~~ ppl laughin at me~~ i wanna cry!!!! i wanna cry!!! my face~ !!! haiz no more liao dun care liao~ if u put an emo face n talk like monotone, she say dun act like as if ur the most pitiful human in the world!!! WTH!!! emo oso cannot!!! i think even th african oso emo b4 la!!! -.- fine! i shut up tahan!!! all internally~ then i MUST buy a Tee no matter wat! n durin the time u wait to pay she say all sort of thing to make u feel guilty n dunwanna buy n she say buy!!! -.- WTH! ARG!!! i know my dad teach not to swear but...this is tooo much!!!! MY PITIFUL SOUL!!! i just need a placeto shout everything out n chill~ haiz~~ wheres the ocean of my voice? U.U b4 we go home my frens wanna see her, well~ she din ask them like last time~ she ask Penny if im a naughty girl, do i hav a bf? SWT!!! my fren was like~ huh??no??? SWT!!! sumore ask me if i wanna go with yanny they all!! AHHA!!!i knew it! a trick!!! MUAHAHAHA i know liao la ur trick!! i wont fall for it!! change abit la ur test my loyalty plan!!! coz ur usin the same old ones!! SUCKS!!! liao la! XDDDDD if in the end i follow them until chowkit n klcc~ er....wonder wat happens~ ya~ she says my frens r wild~ coz i say im not tat close with anyone coz i dun hang out with them~ n she say SHIT la! if they treat u as a real fren~ no nid to hang out at all! just talk through phone n msn enough~ OMG!!! wat world she thinks im living huh??? O.O'''''''''' im dooom!
but in the end theres 2 category~ one is my choice of clothes, the other is hers
this is the one she buy~ she choose~i din even know tat Tee was for me!!! -.,-
this is i fight to hav it with guilt! XDDDat night, we makan at korean~ again~ okok i know cheryl they all sure love it! esspecially DEWEI~ but...y dun take us to jap food wor~ T.T my bro din eat much oso~ pity boy~
***today's special:when i was standard 4, i was i a museum...i admire a person very much! he was holdin a video cam~ WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i follow him~ XDDDD n my mum came to me n say~ u like the cam? ^^ n i say YES! she say if i can get 4 A's n above for upsr then she giv me!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!! YOOOHOOOO!!! i study hard!NO TV!NO COM!GO TUITION! CONCENTRATE ON STUDY NIGHT N DAY!!!N finllly result day come!!! WOOHOOO i got 5A's!!!! YAY!!!! go home ask mum for Videocam! XDDD n the result is 2 words... did i say tat? we have no extra money to buy tat for u~ b a bit considerate la ! in a scoldin tone -.- how can like this? my time...my obedient.....all for nothing? comon~i rather u nvr promise me than breaking one~sob~~~ the heart carved with a small hole there~ n i dun und why everyone say congratulation to me while my parent scolded me tat i din get an A for Bm objective? i did not feel happy when everyone say congrates!everyone told me not to be soo greedy, 5 is very good result,but my parents doesnt feel proud~ so im not happy~ all i wish for is one sentence...even till today! verny~im proud of havin u ^^ just like tat~ but nowadays~i dun feel like fightin to get tat word anymore~ it doesnt seems to b in me anywhere~ parents like to compare,theres nvr enough~ U.U its just nt me~ ***
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