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yo! morning i heard jamie says tat she will go back home n help out for cny ... well help her mom on sat nian san shi wan... good girl~ofcoz~ then at tat moment i feel kinda guilt XDD coz i nvr tot of helping~ i mean from the inner me~ i nvr tot tat they need my help~ LOL~ XDD i was bad la~ then manatau when i reach home, my parents say tat we need to vacuum the house n it means im gonna help la ofcoz XDDD well~ act my mum vacuum yesterday durin the day but my dad need some satisfaction u know ~ so we help to clean the house once more after i wash the dishes~ n tat moment onwards~i dun feel guilt anymore coz i m doin on fri night itself SWTNESS XDDD lol~ now i becom a gud girl coming out from no where~ n unexpectedly~ XDD
sat~ nian san shi wan
today hm... oya! my mm woke me early coz wan me to help to do some prayer stuff~she say i can in the noon later LOL~ u know to do something like origami for burning>?? ^^'' im qute fast in doin tat~ so they ask me to do la usually but unexpectedly this ie i do all by myself except tat my dad try to help but he dunno how to do n giv up swt~ he tear a few of them ~ ^^'' n my mum XDD giv exceuse after makin the 3rd one tat she wanna cook~ well not so much of an excuse la but she then leave alone in the house doin it n she went out wif dad go buy shoe, in the end from morning till 6 only i fin 3 + 1 of the prayer stuff~ well~ my mum told me no nid to do hw~ but lol~ no time to do oso ok~ XDDD i was wonderin if ppl like kit mayb will help his mom to fold all this XDD i feeeeel like ah suh liao~
sun~ wOOOt~ nian chu yi!
yup~ midnight~ i took a close video of ppl lightin pao jiong~ O.o~ loud until~~~ but first time i see sooo close XDD nvr try to light one up b4~ ^^ but~~~ pollution la~ i know~ oh well~~ ppl say tat u hav not see fireworks yet if u haven see the ones at china~ early i the morning ...er..not tat early la~ XDDDD we makan vegetarian then go 拜神~ then.... we go poh chik house XDD well~ i took my parent's angpau at 12 ++ midnight liao XDDDD mornin got a few n evening got some at grandma house~ ^^ well~ in the end still equal to 2~ the others pass to mum~ my bro try to act stupid, kena scold by my mum~ LOL~ money face child~XDDD oh well~ a new start~ i wish to be happy in school n oso with my fam~ i will try my best tonot shout or fight~ today seems ok~ i try to tahan my bro but i can see hes takin it for granted~ i sorta pity my own self XDDD swt but since is the first day im gonna keeep on happy until the end!!! YOSH!!!!!!!!!!! as long as anime is with me!!! my motivation is up!!!! XDDD at night~ well~ today uppoe to b a vegetarian day... but we gamble~ XDDD swt! haiz~~ i win RM 10 la~ but~~ sorta break the five sila~ well~ chinese tradition we ply on these days~ XDDD GAMBLE, WINE, GAMES, GATHERING, ETC~ ^^ some of them already accepted my card~ ^^ well~ full of meaning to me~ ^^ hope they like it! oya! i put a tattoo on my hand XDDD wakakakk~ should hav more~
***today's special: in my house, the children r not allowed to keep their angpau except their own parent's ones~ XDD tats y i say in my life i only accepted lss than 20 angpau~ noone believe, XD when i was young, i tot everybody's house is like tat~ then my fren talk bout it only i know my mum is like tat~ becoz all this while my aunt they all helped my mum to persuade me~ hm... i pernah feeel its not fair coz other kids can use the money but i cant, but i can und why la~ XD my mum told me its fair tat they giv me angpau n my mum hav to giv their kids, i once tot is LOL! isnt it the elderly punya prob~ y take my angpau~ then she say we r poor, so.... oh well, aku tak mata duitan, since i tak pernah keep tak pernah use the money n tak pernah expect XDDD so i dun relli feel anything except tat i hav to relllllli save up money to buy my own stuff while lookin at ppl take their angpau money to buy~ XDD i work hard for my own stuff~ well~ nothing is free in my world, u take ppl's angpau, hav to return to their child, i pun tak pernah see how much ppl giv me, langsung dun care not curious XDD my bro try to hide well....kena marah la stupid XDDD i pun pernah ask my mum why ... but... haiz~ dun care XDDD it oso means tat im a girl tat seriously work for everything to get something in my life^^ a good thing in a way~ XDDDD but i dun think i will do this to my child, hm... mayb i will save the money when they r young, but giv em bac once they know how to save money, or giv them when they needs it~ or watever la~ XDD angpau to me is nothing actually, i pernah feel shy takin it but... i dun exactly take it so im not so shy anymore XDDDDD LOL!!! anyway, i sometimes feel weird when my frens told me to get more angpau durin CNY~ XDDDD lol~ i only got 1 every yr wor XDDDD lolololololol but i oso dun und y their parents let them keep the money XDDD so... wat is fair? XDDDD ***
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