human boooooster--not so happy...

this morning, when woke up, my parents went makn without telling me haiz~ n sono breakfast~ well~ then i wash up n start my work...CALLI~ below are a few pic of my work ^^ although they r not perfect but i rellllli love them liao n seriously one of my best work loor~ haiz~~ coz i almost finish up the whole artblock [new] just becoz i made mistakes n FYI, i do not like crossing like wat DC say~ no!

u see this??!!!!! ARG!!! i almost finish n i ruin it -.- all over again~ haiz

the new one

then later on my mum ask me to take my bro out for lunch...tat time its around 3pm... i was shock coz im not hungry O.O mayb its becoz of the work ~ we went to mamak n i couldn resist the kitty n fed a lil food to her~ n my bro saw it n took my maggi -.- he says if im generous enough to feed the cat, might as well treat him like the cat n feed him ... -.- n tats how i ate a lil saja ~ haiz~ but the kitty was sooo pitiful ... i might not b doin the right thing but i just tot tat in this world we should help each other~ ofcoz animal too....but however im not vegetarian...so ... my words doesnt count i und~ XDDD sorry~

then i went guardian to buy a comb... to replace the one i BROKE! wat kind of hair can break an innocent tough COMB!!!! except for me -.-'' not even thick la my hair now...cant imagine when they grw thicker O.O omg...i need a metal comb???? WOW! ahhaha jokin la~i tot of buyin a shoe to draw~ haiz~ hen i rmb my mum say theres a pair at home...my brother's shoe...she ask me to practice at that shoe...but when i go home...my mu say she throw it!!! then wats the point asking me to practice there n throw it??!?!?!!?!?!? ARG!!!! COMON!!!! dun ply with my emotion ok!

then i continue my calli~ the whole day i hav been doin calli~ -.-'' n yay finish~ ^^

at night we go out for dinner n sadly i did not went to POHCHIK house to visit JOEELLLLLLEEEE!!! my darling!!!! sob sob~~ hyper sad...they baru balik from genting -,-

then inthe car... ARGUEMENT AGAIN!!! STOPS IT!!!! T.T why.....why am i the only one tat MUST tahan all this? why.... facin lcure in school not enough? everyday tahan popo n gonggong argue n try to calm them not enough? parents blaming me not enough? no respect? even the young bro want to bully me n i had to tahan him becoz hes young??? then wat is the point of havin me around??? 上忍下也忍。。已不再是三分而是七分以上了！！！！why!!! T.T i have to accept my faith? treated like a 12 yrs old girl~ with the size of a 20 yr old? -.- i just hope for another 5 more peaceful yr~ which doesnt seem peaceful~ XDDD

i purposely want to sit in between my parents durin dinner last night becoz i seldom see them, but they dun und...my mum dun like me tat i dun let her sit with her husband -,- i ask them if they like my work although i know they dun care or even like it just to talk to them, but the dun und, my mu say if u not helping to clean the house then shut up...they r like dying ... i wonder if THEY forgot tat i do al the things when im in secondary school~ i clean the window,fan,vacuum the house and mop the house , do the chores wash dishes COMON! n its weekly n i did it myself... COMON!!! ur doin it with 3 ppl!!! n u say tat to me~~~ okok i und this is like disrespectful coz im doin my work!!! well, inspired by ROX~ but doesnt seem to work~ my mum n bro esspecially wont und... i got work!!!! alot~ this week haiz... my mum oso told me not to come bac next week if im not helping n selfish... -.- n so...next week i dun think i can go home...mummy say i dun try to und other ppl's condition, but i dun think so... im not evil ok! i feel for others la! butmy parents...my own parents dun even und me! tats for sure!...i bet they duno anythin i like~ -.- yup...pretty sure~ i wonder if anyone can feel wat i feel~ i just dun und why is there parent tat ask u not to come bac? T.T im very sad~ but i just try to think positive... ok... when im writing this, my tears drool, well...when im alone...i couldnt act strong n tahan liao...im sorry... i know i shouldnt but i feel pity for myself pitiful soul... i und ppl with no parents r worst than me! but sometimes i wanna pity myself ... just for a while... XDD ok im done now~~ XDDDD this is my dark secret... er... now its not so dark anymore... n if my parents found out bout this! sayonara world... but i know~ im not abuse!!!! XDDDDD huge like a hippo mention by sumone~ XDD cant b abuse so easily... I LOVE MY FAMILY FOR SURE!!! XDDD

muahahhaha today first day use corby... OMG!!! ROCK OUT!!!! muahahhaha

***today's special: yup i remember my mum suddenly kick me when we r watchin tv in her room n BANG!!! i knock on the cupboard n fell O.O ouch? n she say... OMG!!!! hows my cupboard??? SWTNESS!!! hyper.. if i cry its not becoz of pain, but heartache...well...this kind of things... XD u should try out to know it~ ya! good training~ so tat next time i start work, i wont easily giv up~ ^^ well....玉不雕不成器！XD hahaha... keepin up with open mind r good XD seriously i dun wan stress...n im hyper glad im in TOA now!!!n not dentist!!! MUAHAAHAAHHAA this! is my best LIFE!!!!***