cute hamster?mouse?---the whys~

hiya! im sooo tired today n tats y lazy to do work~ mayb i will research on banglow but i wont do any plane or watsoever~ hm...tmr might bring to school to print~ n talkin bout this~ our so call free card now is chergin us n askin us to pay~ i duno if im lucky or wat coz no sms~ O.o~ but...some gotta pay RM2K n above!!! WTH!!!! haiz~pitiful~ but thankfully for me i keep a record coz tat time i got this feel which is not soo good tat something will hppen eventually~ well... like now~ i see HK today n she was kinda sad i can see but she smile n laugh n din finish her food~ i oso felt it n i saw CT ... i duno if im havin sight prob or her hands shakin~ but everyone can feel at the moment~ its sooo sad~ but u know wat?! WALAU! that DW stand on her feet n say not payin n alot of ppl askin not to pay...welll its like LOL! so much whose gonna pay~ its the machine n techno fault to blame in the start but welll~ we cant blame all to them~ we ... who din go report oso got a lil salah~ but MORAL TEACHUS DUN GO AGAINST HUMAN NATURE~ N ... I THINK TIS SITUATION SORT OF.....HAV IT? xXDDD


well~ lets go bac to my life~ LOL!!!!! i eat bread today~ morning!


n i went to a wrong classroom -,- suppose to be M2~n i went to F3~ LOL! XDDD then i pass by G block n saw AC~ well~ might as well tell him n H thy all~ well~~was doin something XDDD pointing or something XD n AC still reach class late~ i bet he wasnt done with his perspective n decide not to enter unless h fin! XD i randomly made something~ guess wat is it? ^^ hamster? mouse?well...just cute n i did it coz BORED!


then...we go..... er....er....er....where a? O.O OH!!!! th JIA XIANG thingyfor lunch n there is the place cherry got a call from ALAI~n everyting turn out DOWN! T.T pity~


after tat we still got design class~ n WT*** we do haunted scene key frame premium shots! ARG!!! i scare myself n thnk god no audio~ if not... tonight = no sleeep~


Cherry seems unusual today or... alot seems unusual ??? random~ unusually random! XDDD SWTNESS~


after class we went to BloCk G! trace my calli n i dun like it n it becom senget n i promise myself not to use ruler n i dn care liao in the end coz...im not perfect! not even near XDD
everyone workin together...LY hurt his hand~ pity ~ ERNEST tat ojisan look just make me laugh XD n cherry there working hard! kit kena bully by another kit n he keep sayin sorry but SJ think hes not sincere~ LOL! PITY Ariel~ shes here until now coz wait for tat uncle E la! OJISAN!

hahaahha i tot of havin dinner with cherry but my grandpa insist i go bac so i feel guilty n sorry for her~ i tot i could eat BKT with them tmr ut she ate it just now~ SOB! T.T cant blame anyone~

n now im back home after dinner~ LOOKS half dead but not! im tired n lazy n OK! bb watch anime!!! XDDDD

***today's special: hm.... the whys~ once in my head~ i dun relli felt like askin for answer from anyone near me coz i dun think they giv the answer like wat im waiting for~ n i dun think they can und wat im trying to express either~so....why? why do human think wats right is right? why do u think wat u r doin is right? why do u think rational is relli rational? wat if its not? mayb u will say it depends on situation~ lies oso got white lie la~ so why? wat will happen after life? why i hav soo many question tat normal ppl dun even wanna think bout it? U.U im not crazy, if wat u think of rational is normal then i still hav tat...but i sometimes think tat i hav beyond tat rational , but the so call rational is the only way for me to fit into the society... mayb u will feel tat its just trash thing of wat im sayin~ but when i was 9~ i found mature thinkin n rational thinkin with this first question~ WHO AM I? alot of ppl dun feel themself, i feel it, i count it, i duno y~ but i just feel internallyn externally~ hav u ever think of ur soul? the first time i can feel myself within a soul is the time i grow up to fear scorpion, snake, shark! BUGS! WTH! i dun fear any of them when i stay at OKR~ LOL! SOUL~ is there a thing call soul? if only energy it is, then where 'they' get? GOD? u create our soul? makin me know n can feel tat i am different n apart of the others? do u just create them n let them dissappear after the candle lights out? or the flesh seperates from the soul n let it go to another world? is there such a thing? can no longer feel flesh? but livin on somewhere? or reborn? wat is all this~ how did it actually start anyway? haiz....theres soo many question... n u know wat? i kinda still believe tat there might b a master who can hear me out there n answer my question oneday~ i hope i dun hav to die first to know the truth~ of the existence of soul~ ^^ sorry to confuse the reader, if they r readin lol! ***