the lost days

this post... oso duno if its rellii worth to write anymore... i guess i do not have the interest to write down my everyday life liao~ this is me alright. the girl who only hangat hangat tahi ayam for certain things~ nothing relli value much in my life. i am now grumpy and easily agitated over a lil matter~ i wasnt like this b4... geting more n more likt those ppl tat i dun like~ haiz~ kenapa~ i no longer like to admit tat im wrong like i used to~ mayb i admit everything liao , bored with it so i dunwan to anymore? im getting to be bad slowly~ "suo wei xue huai 3 tian xue hao 3 nian" am i going to be bad??? i dunwan to argue with anyone especially my parents but they get on my nerve easily nowadays~ im tired of getting blames and scold~ now tat i grow up, i fight back??? haiz~ BAT HAO A LEI!!! wong lei tai gem duo hou hei, duk gem duo shu, bai shan~ jeng yat sui lui bao -.- hahhhaah oh well~ i guess im goin to hell T.T wats afterlife~ i dunwan to think of death now~ coz im scared~ i heard my frens talk death like they r not scared or care~ they r no doubt brave like when i was young, play with centipete and scorpian???!!! cari maut!!! mei!!!! mana mcm skrg, apa pun takut -.- yat ding bei yan gong fei si dai jek gem dam sai~ feifefei!!! gong dou lei dou~ i must lossssssssssss WEIGHT!!!! aRGH!!! FIGHT WITH U U STUPID FATS!!!!! how can i breath in air oso blh gemuk~ XD go ccari guiness world record la! in this post, i guess m suppose to list down wat i have lost in post for the past few weeekkkkkksssss~ erm.... i relli think alot lo~ but i cant write it all down coz i fogot MUAHAHAH i can just say tat i hav ben busy lo , I was busy passing up final projects~ u,u then suddenly i found my work on galllery screen~ tat shock me most~ i cant even believe i called cheryl tat time~ super shock~ coz i actually dun think it deserve to be there~ it feels like merely forthe sake of needing one saja~ so malu sial~ T.T aku might hav ideas but outcome ~?? HAIZ~ i dun even wanna mention~ brain tak cukup, skill tak cukup~ ISH!!!! anyhow continue after all this is holiday~ travel to penang waterfall gai gai XD and spoil my SD card thnx to u my FATHER!!!! for putting virus into my bro's com! 900++ pic~ argh! i guess i shall do it in coll coz there got mac? hm... thnx yann for trying to help~ rellli paiseh oso~ my post can relllliiiii nvr end~ latr i ent to see doc ... for my yimakuchelaiyestuff and finaly now its hurting n tired like noones business~ mom nvr iv a damn , noone actually pity me coz 1 yr~ now susah!!! u,u strength~ pls come back!!! i need to take in protein n built more muscle!!! i need to FIGHT AGAIN ~ since i cant go weng chun and i dunwan to go back taekwando~ coz malu~ so i gotta practice my own kung fu liao~ haiz~ go buy bat la~ muscle seems to be easier to built i guess than doing exercise~ LOL coz i hate runnin n back ache la~ SADDESSSST!!! backache~ when can it heal??? when??? i wanna go back to flexibility!!! moments~ past few days, i draw a figure of Joelle and i relllli love it~ but they say she doesnt looks like that~ but to me, it was the best figure i ever draw oso XDDD gonna draw another one! i need to draw yee teng too for wen hui~ cant find her pic in fb so i guess i shall draw like high school~ hopefully its nice~ i have so many things to be complete while the holidays is ending soon~ T.T im stilll tired!!! i wanna rest wei~ nowadays i super emo liao~ leng hei fong em dai a!!!! dim shun??? gayao a!!!! VERN lei hai dak ge!!!!! mou yan jichi mou siong gon wor! jigei zui gan you em hou fong hei!!! lei dou ti geng hou hou ge la! you sai dou dai dou hou ge la~ zhoi gayao la! motivation!!!! come to me pls!!!!! gong dou mei~ ngor sui yin tao nou em hou, ngor yeng, dan hai ngor tai yan hou zhun! tin sang ngor coi mou yan sun dou mou suo wei~ chi zou hei dei wui ji ge la~ gor yat i saw a dog in Jamie house besides cody n midnight~ it was small and white n fluffy~ scared me wei~ then jamie say mmg ada but put to sleep~ i saw white just like all those tat i saw was oso white~ i nvr see color in them if im not mistaken except the stairs at school last time~ eeeerie~ better not talk~ haiz~ i hope i nvr see ny anymore~ pls~ la pls~~~ n suddenly i think of that St cloud movie tat i watched swt! not my type of movie~ it was ok though~ just weird ja~ anyhow~ talkin bout this~ is first time nampak dog wei~ i was super curious why didnt midnight n cody bark??? but i heard dog can _ _ _ de~ mayb they r in the room~ i dunwan to know!!!! okok next topic~ i need to be clean pure nice to get all these ish ish~ i rmb i was bad in action n mind n mouth thus it all lost for a period~ hm.... amitabha~ OH!!! suddenly rmb!!! if someone is reading this??? THE GAME!!!! MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA XDDDD hope i got any of u! xD dun ask me wat is the game~ i lost it alot liao~ i need dicipline now~ be a good girl pls~~~~~ i wanna leave all arguements~ just let it be~ let evrything be n be my normal self tat dun wan to care anything~ mayb tats good? heheh sounds superb! i so bat gua~ sure long way to do tat~ the CMW games had started and malaysia got 10 medals oredi! YAY! haha DELHI's opening was nice too~ i need to find out my talent too~ but i notice tat i know almost everyhting but master of nothing~ XDD but im glad~ knowing a bit of here n there is good~ just tat when u r a mster of none~ ppl tend to look down n dun believe u~ even it happens~ n make me grumpy~ so the point i shoul be letting it be~ how to relax??? yoga? XDDDD no man! XDDDD i need to breath~~~~ n LOSE WEIGHT! i wana play my piano but i forgot the moves...has to look into the net again T..T


and i guess tats it for now! im goin mamak to lepak with my dearest poh cik n yipo!!!