It was the last day of school of da week~ [Friday]
right after my tea time [10.30]or so...I was called by a Pengawas Kantin[N]... she told me tat a gurl would not let her check her wallet and so suspect she brought something illegal to school...
Comon we all knew its a HP ma...
she started to beg right after i saw the Hp, she is wasting our time by talking so much of her emergency and tat she is the first time[which is not coz i told this story to my fren n she say she lied to me coz she brought b4]and she din know tat she had to pass it to teacher to keep after bringing it and asked me to keep it as a secret n both of us act like nothing had happen. And then i think it was a very Ma Fan punya case coz she drag here n there wouldnt go near to the PEJABAT or see any teacher...and then i called up L[g2] to help me drag her to the Office....instead after she heard wat she say and start to pity her.... even the N tat asked me to check her pocket wanted me to giv her a last chance.....[if i gave her tat, does it mean i helped her? does it mean im kind? ] I feel so hesitate n frustrated, i know i gotta do something, i know the right thing n the fair thing to do~ i wish i had never hear wat she told me n just strictly do wat i should do in the begining. n then i drag her till we are near to the office...but then she change her mind n wanna asked me to go to the TOILET n selesaikan masalah ni~ >.< NO!!!! I wouldnt go ofcoz coz its smelly~ she beg n swear she will zip it up if i shut my mouth. How...how could I do tat??? SOMEMORE AS AN AJK~~ n then....stephanie walk by n chat with me in cantonese~ she tought i told S about her bringin Hp but reality is tat S told me she knew~ geng la...so many years of Pengawas punya pengalaman liao ma... i told her to pass to teacher~ instead she asked the wrong teacher n end up tat teacher told Pn. Rohana lol....she thought tat S told the teacher de... then Pn. R walked out n asked her whether she pass it out liao or not...she was shocked but say sudah pula....anyway....it happen a few things...almost involve Pn.M la....so damn funny!!!! tat teacher thought wat pula....then she went bac to class n later we pass the HP to Pn. R lor... n then we go to her class~ just nice no teacher...when we reach there...Kirly asked us tat is the teacher meeting? we jaga class??? n b4 i could answer tat the whole class Shouted in Happinesss!!!! Whoa... but i say nola...just findin N. A. n the class BU ME!!!! then she started to fear coz she thought she was safe coz pass it to the nice teacher however i pass it to Pn. R liao~ ok im sorry bout this but i gotta do it... anyhow~my job a~~ then she start lo~say y i told S bout this n let S tell teacher[not true la ofcoz] n then she start to SHOUT!!!! DAMN NOISY!!! SWEARIN N CURSIN ME N SAY I RUIN HER LIFE!!!I WONDER HOW N WHEN I DID TAT? [better look in the mirror...am i wrong la...shout shout shout...curse curse curse...so panai do all this y not use the energy to study hard? do the right thing?]n then~ i balik class to take my books to the lab with L... haiz....Fai Si Choi her liao~~~...
u guys say lo.....am i wicked? n do the wrong thing? im a devil? cold heart? tiada kemanusiaan or like she say tat i tak boleh paham??? huh????
or im doing the rite thing? dicipline~ guidin her to the right path...doin wat i should do am fair enough to others...???
anyhow~ i only knew tat if i let her go....
i cant face myself nor the teacher nor those tat i once rampas b4 nor the GOD!!!! im just doing wat i think was correct i hope i am~ just wonder if the monk is a prefect~ with gud heart, wat will they do? hm.... until then~ c u guys again later~ ciao ciao~~ ^-^
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